Today a question is asked by a “Curious” Reader.

Dear Jeanne,
I’m very curious about the huge CERN particle accelerator that will finally be powered up in May after many years of engineering and construction in Switzerland. Various reports about this “underground nuclear cathedral,” as I’ve heard it called, are that it is expected to recreate the moments immediately following “the big bang,” it will open “many small black holes” in our atmosphere, and scientists hope it will reveal “the God Particle.” Do you have any insights as to the impact the activation of CERN will have on our energetic environment? Is CERN a “good thing,” i.e. is it possible it will accelerate our awakening, as some think? Or are we messing with the fabric of creation?

Is CERN anything to be conCERNed about?

Many thanks for any light you can shed,
Curious

My Dearest Curious Reader, I do not think that man will discover the “God Particle” by attempting to recreate “the big bang.” For God does not lie waiting buried in a particle of some foreign outer source, but the God Particle lies only within each being upon that Earth. I do like the term though, for particle denotes a tiny speck, and that is the seed within each of you that awaits discovery. It lies dormant, and such a thing as a grand awakening or a constant nurturing will stir it awake or allow it to grow.

I must also say that the scientific endeavors upon that Earth spent upon such delving is time wasted. Far better for the inventors, innovators, and brilliant scientific minds to spend their time and energy looking for solutions to mankind’s crises of environmental proportions that currently exists and has existed for centuries. To enter the Earth with such a proposal does not honor and protect that grand mother that is there to provide for all who reside upon her pleasant plains.

Far better would it be to experiment with what the Earth holds for sustaining life upon that planet, for that is only the place of beginning. Only when man accepts that idea, that it is merely a learning ground, will there be meaning in searching for answers to existence. Better to spend the time, money, and talent on discovering the veils, the hidden worlds, and the explorations of the energy body, than investigate as described, with the possibility of ruining many of Earth’s underground reserves in the event of catastrophe.

For all concerned, as you are My Dear Reader, do I advocate turning from such endeavors, and spending time and energy exploring what is truly hidden from your eyes and your knowledge, yet is so readily available within the self. The environmental groups have great concerns regarding this project you speak of, for it is an invasion of Mother Earth’s protective layers, and invites much dispute as it pertains to the impact it may have as it cranks up, spews out, and releases its gases. For no such environment could be instituted without need for cleansing and releasing of toxic substances. And where do you think such things will go? Deeper into the Earth, with unsafe results for the environment of such an underground facility, as well as the world above it. Over time will such a plant, planted deep within the Earth, suffer greatly for its attempts at discovering the mysteries of this world. In the end will this world’s mysteries impact it beyond repair. But until that time, will it attempt to become a center of scientific thought and process. Attempting not to prove the existence of God, but to disprove it; and not to prove the ideas of those in the ethereal know, but to disprove that as well. The only proof will be in that which they already have determined is not so.

True adventurers, true scientists do not need such elaborate schemes in order to understand energy and that, My Dear, is really what this CERN is about. For the understanding of energy, pure energy, as vibrational awareness in everything, constantly in motion, and constantly alive, viable, and perfectly felt by the human form under many varied circumstances, is a concept as yet too foreign for the vast bulk of scientific communities.

Your conCERN is well placed. But I do not propose that you spend too much time in worry or frustration about such a project, for it will and must run its course. At a later date will new ideas be proposed and tried out, experiments attempted, ideas disproved in the sacred environment of this “cathedral,” until it will no longer open its doors to true searches for the questions most people ask.

Most people want to know why? Why are we here? Why are we given this planet to live upon, and not some other? Why are we so fixated on our bodies? Why do we accept, so easily, the discourse of others? Why do we allow our spirits to be led astray, far from the inner true self? Why are we still so curious about life and what comes next when there are so many scientists giving us answers all the time? Do those scientists really provide us with answers to our questions?

Go into your own sacred cathedrals, My Readers. Look for your own seed particle, your God inside you. Who are you? Why are you there now, in this moment? Why are you reading these messages? Why are you so curious about what I have to offer? Do you think a grand scientist would read these words in quite the same way? Well, let me tell you, there are plenty of people waking up to the mysteries I speak of, even plenty of scientific minds. But I must say, I think they are concerned they will be dismissed as whacky scientists, not like true scientists who seek to disprove theories. The new scientist, even the one inside each of you, seeks to accept what he cannot deny, and that is experience of the concepts I speak of. And experience, experience not experiments, actually having experience of these ideas I present, is the only way to prove that you are energy.

Proceed now in your life having accepted my version of science, that everything is energy, and you will allow your self to be open to experiments that lead you to the kind of awareness that those scientific minds attempting to re-create long ago actions will never experience if they don’t begin to learn about themselves, what lies inside, and what the human body holds within, the energy body and all that it offers. The only cathedral worth exploring in is the one you reside in 24/7, your vehicle through life, comprised of every atom and seed of knowledge, wisdom, and awareness that you will ever need.

Thank you for this most interesting question. I am sorry to say that I do not trust this project on any level, except that it may open the door for many to begin thinking about what it means, this grand awakening that is so prevalently spoken of all over the globe, and maybe I’d better find out what it means. Now that would be a fine result to conclude from such an energetic attempt to discover something new. Because you already know, deep inside you, the answers to anything those scientific masters could ever ask. Just keep in mind that you are energy, everything is energy, and all energy is interconnected. Don’t separate anything, but instead piece it together, put it all together as a puzzle is pieced together. You’ll find your way, first to your self, and then to understanding everything around you.

Go exploring, My Friends. Everything awaits your discovery, and you don’t have to go anywhere or spend a penny to do it. It’s all inside you!

Today a question is asked by an anonymous reader.

Dear Jeanne,
Can you speak to us about the conditions in America? Gas and fuel prices are out of control and everything else is affected. Corporate greed, capitalistic greed has taken over, and there is such a negative overtone to the current political scene that everything feels almost hopeless. Our country isn’t doing enough on the environmental front either because innovation doesn’t necessarily fill the pockets of the rich, but as a result it feels like everything is going downhill, and deteriorating. Is there light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak? Or will this time of doom and gloom be the end of us as a civilization?

My Dear Readers and Journeyers, I have predicted in the past the demise of life as you know it, and now you see and feel the crumblings of a structure that is no longer viable, nor has it been for a long time. When I speak of learning love, compassion, and the appreciation of all life upon that planet, so do I include all aspects of humanity in that phase of learning. The United States has been in the forefront on many levels, but underneath lies the wiley monster of insatiable greed, seeking to gather the wealth that will eventually topple the tower it has constructed to store it in.

The tower is not a physical structure, but a structure within the framework of desire. Desire is destructive, and that is to be the culminating factor in the future of that great wide country that has so much to offer still. Is there a place of refuge from such desire? Well, the only place to go is innerly, to the place of inner calm, inner knowing, and act from there.

The great machinery that runs that country does so at great cost. The place of now is over-consumption in all walks of life, simply because it is available and has been easily marketed, and quickly lapped up. But there is no need for most of what Americans consider important. The marketing and easy availability of everything has created a country weak in infrastructure that is viable and practical, so there is too much reliance on being self-sufficient. But even that has not created true self-sufficiency, but an entitled reliance upon the ideas and products so readily available and offered.

Now as things shift, and negative ire arises, is there an opportunity to reduce the enormity of outward reaching, and expectations that the government will take care of everything, to the opportunity to wake up and become aware citizens of the world. Too long isolated, has that country been allowed to grow far beyond necessity, practicality, and propriety.

The rest of the world has watched in awe, but that awe has sunk to a level of shame for the countrymen of America. It is beginning to be noticed that little attempt is being made to participate in worldwide change, worldwide concepts of viable, sustainable living.

It is time for America to pull inward, to recreate smaller cities and towns, to pull back all that has gone outward, and return the skills and crafts to the people who desire to be true citizens of the world. Each and every American must see themselves as part of the bigger picture, and that picture is indeed equally bleak. But that does not mean throw in the towel, or give up because there is no correction to be made. Of course there is opportunity for correction, but it may not be what the consumer in all of you wants, but it is what the inner knowing spirit in all of you truly knows is right.

Attempt now change in your own lives, to shift from the unaware, unknowing style of consumer to the alert, clearly cognizant being you truly are. Inside all of you resides the one who knows, and that aspect of the self must emerge now, and stop accepting, and begin demanding true change.

Do not be afraid of change, for it will drive a hard bargain. Yet will it be a necessary force, as “the times they are a-changin’.” Are you prepared to simply sit in your seat, as the vehicle you are in is destroyed? Or will you stand up, and fight to get out? The fighters, the ones who are alert, clear thinking individuals will survive the great destruction that is happening all around you, through one dismantling of life as you know it after another.

Do your part by asking for and demanding change. This is not a joke, nor is it up to the government, for the government will not change unless you make it do so. The time is now. Shift from viewing it as a negative time, and see it as a positive time of great sweeping change. And then participate in it. Get out of your darkness and accept the fact that if you want light, you might have to go create it in a new manner, because when you go to turn on the switch you may not like what happens.

This is a time of opportunity for great inventions and innovations to emerge and become the proper means of change and growth. Be a part of the success of shift and change on a worldwide level by demanding first that your own environment change, your country change, and become aware of the truth of every action being proposed and taken. Lift the dark veils; don’t be afraid to accept that things are definitely being done wrong. And then look for clarity of thought, right action, and truth in every deed.

Good Luck, you Evolutionary Beings. Your enlightenment may aid you if you keep in mind the intent of evolution on this spiritual level. Seek inner change, and you will discover the means to outer change that may affect the way all beings perceive life. Spread the word of evolutionary growth, and keep that in mind as you figure out the most proper way to proceed upon the Earth, and how to get out of the muddle now perpetrated upon that planet. And don’t think your actions don’t count; of course they do! Be good Citizens of the World now, but be good Evolutionary Beings as well. That is how change can have the greatest affect.

Today’s question is asked by an anonymous reader.

Dear Jeanne,
Many years ago I had several miscarriages and at the time suffered greatly with feelings of loss, grief, and sadness. The question of why was constantly on my mind. In the following years, I would repeat the dates over and over in my mind, as I never wanted to forget them, but time moved on and eventually those dates were forgotten, but in my heart, we have remained connected. Recently, several women I know have had miscarriages, and now that I have awareness of life as an evolutionary journey, and recognize that we are all energy, the question of why has returned, but in a different way now. Perhaps you could explain this. Also, are we still connected to these energy spirits? Are they involved in our life in other ways? Do they continue their journey with other parents?
Thank you for your help, guidance and love.

My Dear Reader, yes, you are all energy beings, comprised of spirit first, and by that I mean the intent of the spirit in all of you to grow, evolve, and pursue life on another level. Your experiences of miscarriage are not unusual, nor are they meant to sadden or confuse you, but are meant to enlighten you to the energy of life, the life you live and the possibilities that lie in wait. Such brief excursions into life upon that planet, in the body of a woman that will not see the result of such growth, is purely for energetic gain on the part of the evolving being that does not reside very long upon that plane, and for the woman as well.

The final evolutionary means by which to evolve is one example of meaning for such a being, who simply slips in for a reason of growth and completion, while others slip into that realm for beginnings of new life connected to the mother or maternal candidate as well. Perhaps the necessity lies with you, the Reader, the Journeyer, now aware of evolutionary life, and perhaps it was this awareness that you were being presented with. As energy, as spirit intent to grow, were you perhaps sparked again and again with this knowledge to wake you up, and teach you to notice your own energy that continued onward; perhaps recharged each time in order to continue your journey, gifted with knowledge of life as energy, but also given energy as a result of your lessons.

I do not advocate getting too stuck in questioning the meaning of what such silent energy is presenting to you. For you could remain attached to sadness, with the possibility of remaining unfulfilled as a result of your attachment to ideas of loss. But luckily you were able to forget, and to move on, perhaps none the wiser, yet still directed to search for meaning in everything, and that aspect is good.

It is time to accept the energetic fact that life is not necessarily meant to be fulfilled upon that Earth realm, but is often ready to move onward. That being said, must you determine your place now. Find meaning in your past experiences as related to your ability to evolve, and find a true path of growth as an energy being. That has come to be your focus, so look always at the events in your life in this manner, sad though they may be, and full of suffering, agony, and grief. All events in a lifetime are meaningful aspects of growth, and should not be dismissed, nor denied as aspects of such growth.

You ask if you remain connected to this energy that once grew inside you? Such energy resides in you, buried in the timeframe of your life, and what was being presented to you at the time. This is an aspect of recapitulation that all must go through, both the women involved, and the men involved. What did it truly mean in your life at the time? As you recapitulate these events, remain in now; and gauge how your own evolutionary path took the route it did, for reasons of growth. If you have discovered the meaning of energy, of choice, and of a true path through life that leads to wholeness and fulfillment, so is it possible to accept everything along the way as having the utmost of meaning for your life.

Many such sparks of energetic miscarriage offer momentary energetic attunement to the mother, the human body offering her own energy while also receiving energy. In other cases is it more long term. You must discover your own evolutionary connection to every event in your own life to discover the true meaning for your own miscarriages. Often is it, as I said, a necessary aspect for the spirit energy that dips in and quickly leaves, with thanks for the energy you gave it to succeed, even as it gave you a gift of experience in return.

All souls must fulfill their energetic time upon the Earth, the realm of reason, with lessons to be learned about awareness, clarity of vision, and the discovery of life as energy connected to spirit intent. Each lifetime lived upon that Earth is an aspect of learning what it means to be spirit energy, leading eventually to completion of time upon that Earth; and eventually joining with your soul group is achieved. In the context of all life as energy, but also in the context of your own life now being lived, must you recapitulate in order to fully learn and understand what each event in your life meant, what each energy being you encountered in your life meant for this life’s growth. And with such knowledge, oriented toward such growth, and focused on life as a journey toward fulfillment of spirit intent, must you determine who you are, why you are here, why you had the experiences you had, fully understanding every aspect of the self, so that your life upon this Earth may be completed.

I can only answer certain questions, offering possibilities, but as always do I stress the inner work that must be done. That is your greatest chore upon that Earth; to understand why you personally have been presented with the challenges and the experiences at the times throughout your life when you were most vulnerable to being impacted by them. What does everything in your life mean to you on this journey you now take? That is what each of you, man, woman, and child must find out. And then you will understand everything in the context of your life thus far lived, and the life still to be experienced; for that awaits, still hidden from you, but there nonetheless.

Perhaps you have had glimpses of it? But it will stay an illusion, hidden in the veils, until you gain clarity on the meaning, the purpose, and the evolutionary potential of your life as it is now being presented to you. Good Luck, All You Journeyers! There are many questions that may be confusing you, as to why you had to have the experiences you did. The simple answer is that you needed them in order to evolve. But the complex answer is in that tiny word: why. Why, indeed? That, My Dears, is for each of you to find out.