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#365 Many Realities Are Intersecting Now

Dear Jeanne,
It feels as if we have all been on a spiritual roller coaster, being shown so many amazing things and then being dropped into deep valleys of confrontation with reality on this earth. Our habits, desires, needs, and wants on all levels seem to have been tested and presented to us in many ways lately. I feel that this is so good for us all, but at the same time I see many people struggling to keep up with what is being offered because the pace is so fast and intense and the opportunities are flying by so quickly.

I, personally, feel challenged to grasp everything being revealed, to not lose any of the insights, but that’s impossible. It would be a full time job. How do we retain the energy and the magic of this time so that we will have it for use later when the intensity has died down? I don’t want to forget and I know others also are learning that vital spiritual connection is essential in their lives.

Do not worry regarding this time of energetic revelation. Many things are revealed, yet also are many things imprinted already in the catalog of your inner world. You do not need to worry about capturing all that flies by so quickly. Yes, I know that in the blink of an eye can something new be revealed and you may not be sure you even saw it or grasped the reality of it. But be assured that your growth will not falter, though your stamina may be tested over and over again in order to continue pushing you forward.

This time of energetic confluence and convergence is unique, and that is what you seem to be speaking of. You seem to have noticed that a powerful energy is pushing for not only awakening, but participation. I see many attempts to participate being enacted now by all of you Dear Ones, and this is commendable. I also see that there is confusion at this awakening that is taking place, but do know that you are safe. You are all in good energy and good places of resonance. You are simply being alerted to your own powers of awareness, cognition, and spiritual certainty.

You do not need to grasp everything. As you say, My Dear One, your experiences are many. They are intense and they are often brief as well. But simply having the experiences, no matter how short or lightly touched on, is the main thing. Support is surrounding you and the entire earth now; support for growth, and support for trusting your experiences as real and as necessary. The intensity is necessary to wake you up. This waking up is for you personally, in your own lives upon that earth, as well as for your spiritual growth.

When I speak of waking up, I speak now of quite a brutal and confrontational awakening for many of you. But if you sit back and contemplate where you are and what you are being confronted with, so do I think you will see that it is most necessary for this to happen and for you to be put in a position of discovering your strengths and your path now more firmly.

This is an intense time, as you have already said, but it is an intense time of overlapping methods and practices of growth too. You will discover that there are many layers active simultaneously in your lives now. You are being offered the opportunity to participate in life most fully because your many realities are intersecting now, asking you to participate in all of them at once. You are being asked to participate in new ventures in your lives upon that earth, in your physical realities, perhaps your family structures, your jobs, your home situations. Your utter basic daily lives are being prodded to be restructured now, or progress once begun is now being pushed to completion.

Your spirit self is also being prodded to accept its own truths of existence, not only asking you to fully accept this aspect of self, but to take the journey it offers. It offers the recapitulation learning journey, and it offers the necessary package of all your spiritual capabilities as well.

On another level are you being prodded from outside of self, outside of both physical and spiritual self, to keep going, to not get stuck in either place, but to assimilate all of your physical and spiritual aspects in the greater energy that asks for your participation. The greater energy encompasses your guides, your abilities to communicate with us, and your abilities to travel beyond your physical self and the spiritual self thus far defined within that physical self.

You are, in essence, being asked to trust what is being offered outside of you now too. And this is your biggest challenge. For all of you wonderful evolving beings, now is the time to find your outer connection, to begin to more fully trust this aspect of self. Your compliance in accepting the truth of connection with outer beings, such as myself and others, is being asked for. Yes, you are being tested, quite intensely now, but this testing is by us, your guides and mentors who urge you to accept the fact that you are fully capable of connection with us.

I know that many of you are being awakened to this connection now. You walk around in wonder, confusion, perhaps even denial of the reality of such connection, but do know that it is real. Your own experience is real. It is meant for you. It is asking for you to open your self, to continually remain available so that we may begin a new kind of dialogue, offering you guidance and safe journeying, with knowledge of why things are the way they are, so that you may learn to acquiesce to the journey you are on, but also to the power of it as well.

You are being given the gift of knowing that all worlds are one world. You are being shown the multi-leveled universe, the intersecting energies and realities that you participate in daily. Now, with awakening awareness, will this greater reality, this expansive universe, become more acceptable but also more useful to you as you learn to trust it. You must remain cautiously and carefully alert to your many realities. Do not fault the self for the struggles you encounter, or the interpretations you come to. But do accept the progress that comes with all tests and all confrontations.

In order to continue growing, find your stability first in your life upon that earth. Remain grounded and aware of what you must do to progress and grow upon that earth realm. Remain equally aware of your spiritual side. Listen to your inner voice, the one who speaks your truths; your utter calm self who knows what you must do, where you must go, and how you must proceed in order to grow.

Trust these two selves implicitly, as you acquiesce to the life you now live. Combined in body and spirit are you ready to allow the balanced self to open to and interpret what else you are being offered. And if you have not quite had experience of those of us on the other side of that reality, do not worry, we are present anyway. Your reality is greater than you think. Your time of connection and growth has perhaps just begun. Do know that you are supported, protected, and asked to be alert to the signs we offer at all times.

Continue to ride that roller coaster of energy now being offered, if you can. It may appear to be too much too fast, and too intense, but in truth is it just your combination of realities being revealed all at once, that’s all. You may not be able to sort them out or see them clearly, but it isn’t necessary either. Just capture the gist of what is being offered. That is enough to catapult you forward.

Trust me. Trust your connections. Trust your guides; and don’t be afraid to speak the truth of them. Others await acknowledgment of their own truths. Use your own opportunities to be revealing, and you will aid others by speaking your own truths. This is the other part of your test now, to speak up about your own spiritual connections. This time of truth, of spiritual truth being spoken, is ripe for acceptance, supported by the universal energy. But it is also necessary for you all, personally, to speak up about, for your own growth. Offer what you know and what you learn. Do not be afraid any longer to reveal who you truly are and the focus of your life. It is time now to more fully live the life you have been working so hard to establish.

Remember, all aspects of spiritual growth and revelation are fully supported. You will not be left alone, nor will you be rejected. Your spiritual success is quite assured, My Dears, so don’t be afraid to take the spiritual adventure now being offered. Welcome to another reality!

A New Sidebar Option

Dear Readers,

You will notice that today I have posted not only a channeled message, but also a letter from a Reader who had asked a question last week. She felt that in order to help herself on her own journey, and perhaps offer insight to others, a response to Jeanne was appropriate. I have posted her note below. In addition, a new page in the sidebar offers this opportunity to all of you who ask Jeanne questions through the website. If you wish to participate in this new forum for communicating some of your deeper issues in relationship to the responses you have received from Jeanne, please feel free to send your letters to us by contacting me at: jan@riverwalkerpress.com

Please note that letters will be edited or not posted in The Reader Responses to Jeanne section at the discretion of the website managers.

Engage the energy!
Love to you all,
Jan

A Response to: “I Give Up My Control”

This response references Message #362
Channeled on August 15, 2008

Dear Jan and Chuck,

As always, thank you for the love I feel every time I ask a question and receive guidance.

I would like to respond to Jeanne’s answer to my question. It offers a good dose of tough love and is just what I need to hear. I am stubborn, and a good kick in the pants is a good way to get me going.

As I take in a deep sigh, I am willing to let a part of myself be exposed in order to help myself and maybe others who are feeling the way I have been feeling most of my life. In regards to control of my body, and in turn my spirit, I have “stuffed it, or starved it” for many years. I don’t know how to be comfortably “full”. When I let go and flow with the energy, the feelings of pure joy and love overtake me and then I want to “stuff” myself so blindly until I am SO FULL that the process of “starving” myself soon begins. As I become obsessed with the process of “starving” myself, I feel a deep sense of control (false of course), but I also feel powerful. The “starvation” starts to take over, and in the giving in I “stuff” myself again, losing sight of everyone and everything in my life.

In the process of starving and stuffing, my spirit cries out, I ignore it, and in turn I beat it down, which brings on feelings of guilt, and the process starts over again. Then I cannot forgive myself because I feel not worthy of all the gifts I have been given in life. I do the outside work, but fail to let it in.

This is, as Jeanne points out, no longer serving my spirit, or my physical body. In recognizing this, and looking at it with innocent eyes, I am coming out of the denial. But I fear that these feelings of relief will also create the “stuffing and starving” pattern that I know so well. This is my dilemma, and I am sure the dilemma of many people, as taking care of our physical bodies requires us to feel and move through the discomfort and leave the control freak behind.

I deeply appreciate a place to come that feels safe, and full of LOVE (whether tough or not)…LOL

Love & Light,
Donna D.

#364 This is an Adult Energy

Dear Jeanne,
Do you have a message for us today?

Continue to be aware of the energy. It is here to aid you, to send you on your journeys, and propel you into a new realm of consciousness. It is an energy that asks for participation, for concerted efforts in staying on track, for awareness of the necessity to make the right choices now, as this is enabling energy, but only for the choices that are right. If you are in a state of loss, of confusion, and of despair this energy will lift you out of such places of darkness, but only if you first lift your head up and determine that you wish to climb out of your darkness, if you wish to be helped out of your hole, and if you willingly and readily participate in the action of getting your self out of that hole.

This is not an energy that will magically whisk you out of your stuck place, nor will it decide for you what you must do, but it will assist you as you make choices that are right, that are progressive, positive, and growth-oriented changes. It will not be available to the big baby, the determined, stubborn self that wants, wants, wants and demands that others come to the rescue. No, this is an adult energy, and is only available to mature journeyers who are ready to take on the process of growth, taking full responsibility for deciding to engage the energy and then to accept the gifts that come.

You must be in a good state of balance; centered in knowing what is right for you to do now, as this energy comes forcefully into your realm and seeks out those who are ready to grow. Are you ready? Are you ready to allow the adult self who knows to take over your life? I speak of the inner adult. The inner voice of knowing, not attached to the old voices, the old conventions, or the old must-dos that have so far pushed and prodded you along. No, I speak of YOU now, your own inner mature self, who knows full well that you wish to evolve and seeing, really seeing, exactly and clearly the way to proceed.

Perhaps the big baby self pulls at the apron strings, wanting you to stay complacently tucked away with your blankies and binkies. But that is the old self who will absolutely attempt to thwart your progress. The energy of now will not be paying attention to this big baby self. It is only concerned with the mature self who is ready to evolve. For this is evolving energy. This is energy that will allow you to grow and to achieve great progress in your life. And no matter who you are, where you live, how you have thus far lived, or where you would like to go in the future, this energy is available to you. It does not discriminate against true spirit energy. That is what it seeks now. It seeks reciprocal, resonant, eager, mature spirit energy.

Do you send out your resonance to it? Do you ask for it to take you on your true journey? Do you allow your self to acquiesce to the truths of who you are, where you are, and why you are? Do you wish to keep going, evolving as a spiritual being connected to the energy of the universe?

This energy now available is ready to lead you forward. If you choose to participate and send out your intent to be a part of it, with your mature adult self firmly in the asking place, so will this energy respond. And this energy knows that you are earthbound as well, that you have things to do there in your life upon that earth, and that you are seeking purpose and direction. That is its intent in return, to aid you in finding your true mission in that life.

Only in finding your true mission in that life will you be able to find your true spiritual path, both in that life and in your future lives, whether upon that earth or in other realms. Send your intent out to the energy with purpose for living at the root of your call for resonance.

Ask: Why am I here? Please assist me in finding my guiding principle, my light, my life purpose, and my evolving self. Please help me remain grounded, stable, pragmatic, yet also adventuresome, positive, and aware of my place as a spiritual human as I take this step forward now, with conscious intent on my part to grow and move forward on my journey. I am ready for new life, new direction. I desire a shift in my life, the right shift, for I am open of heart, open of mind, open of spirit, and ready to truly live now.

This energy will hear your words of truth. But you must remain aware of how it responds to you, for it may not be as you desire or plan. The future is a mystery at this point, so accept that. Accept that you are going off into a future of nothingness, but be assured that it is a future full of wonder and growth that will lead you where you do need to go. But you must give up your control of it and allow the energy to determine your future for you. It asks you to acquiesce with complete trust, love, joy, and calmness, for what it offers is so right. You will soon find out what I mean, as you allow your self to acquiesce to participation in this most amazing time upon that earth.

#363 Everyone Else Around You is in the Same State of Dazed Awakening

Dear Jeanne,
The energy has certainly been most prominent and forceful lately in asking many of us to confront our issues as we are propelled to change, transform, and advance without regret or attachment. It does feel as if we are being challenged more strongly than usual in many areas simultaneously, though the synchronicities of challenges in our inner and outer worlds are undeniable. Can you continue to address the question of the energy forces now present, offering us guidance and support as we make our attempts to go with the flow of it?

This time of energetic forcefulness will continue to push. This is now a pushing energy, and yet it does ask you to move forward now without regret or attachment, as you say. But it also asks you to continue to carry with you the lessons learned thus far. To advance forward must you retain your deepest past confrontations as perfect examples of how to proceed in the future, as you confront new challenges and new methods of growth.

I do ask that you allow compassion to guide you now as well, as you allow truth and right action to be your companions as you take your next steps. There will be times when right action will be the perfect solution, but you may be drawn to feelings of sorrow, loss, or regret for having to move swiftly when others in your care may require a slower process. This is where your compassionate energy rides the coattails of your inner knowing. When confronted with such a situation, a dilemma of knowing that to push forward and onward is obviously correct, though another in your presence is not quite ready to do so, must you follow through with your right knowing action anyway.

Your compassionate aftereffect will be asking the other to be present, to be responsible for self, to accept the challenges, and to allow the inner strong self to step forward and direct the process now. To continue wallowing in self-pity, sorrow, the state of the big baby, the insatiable beast, or the frightened animal, are but old actions, cardboard cutouts long overused; and this is known to the one who does use such devices, in order to cull sympathy, to soothe, to postpone, or to gather thoughts or feelings before the inevitable process of growth continues.

All of you know, and those in your nearness do also, that this energy is stirring awake the inner strength in all of you. Even though it may be long buried, or never even tapped, so is it now apparent that this is what is coming forth to partake in the energy.

There are dramatic challenges, controversies, confrontations, and enormous conflicts present in that earth realm right now. These dichotomies reflect this strength emerging, and yet is the dilemma not so much in outer sparring but in the inner sparring, as this inner strength seeks a place in each person’s life. It seeks a place of centering, inclusion, and participation in life.

I advise that you do not keep your talents, your strengths, your obvious creative, intellectual, or most apparent and emerging capabilities hidden, either from your self or your world. You are all asked now to come out of the closet; to be real; truthful; to be honest and open; to allow and accept, but most importantly to be soberly, straightforwardly and pragmatically present in your life.

Bring all of YOU forth now. This is a time of exposure. The real you no longer needs to be hidden. In fact, with so much exposure going on all around you, you will realize that you are in quite good and safe company.

Do not hide any longer from your self. This is, of course, your first real challenge. Who are you underneath all that you present to the world? I think many of you are finding out the truth of the self. I ask that you please accept this self, whether it be a lost and confused self, or an evolving and forward moving self. Whoever you are is who you must be, who you need to be, and who you so tenderly must accept as self of now. Then must you remain connected to this new self.

Do not run and hide from this self. Do not allow old fears and cloaks of denial to sweep over this most bare naked and truthfully revealed self. All of you are at different stages. Your challenges will be individual; your processes will be at different paces, but keep in mind that all of you are on journeys of growth. And this is what you must keep in mind as you take your steps of right action.

Listen to your most innocent self who must now allow room for your strong self, who must now move over and share your inner center of balance with this forceful energy that is uncurling inside of you. This determined aspect of self who is ready now to partake in life is asking for room to grow, evolve, and merge inside you and be expressed outside of you.

This is a time of brutal honesty. Do not shrink from what is going on inside your self in the same manner as you tend to obscure what is going on outside of you, for it is meant as a mirror for you to learn about the self. My contention is that you are all being pushed to perform now to your fullest capacity and potential. You are being asked to be the best human being you can possibly be at this moment. You are asked to be the best spirit being you can possibly be too. And you are also asked to combine those two aspects of self and be the best whole being you can possibly be. This energy asks you to confront your self with your deepest issues and truths, and then to honestly reconcile those issues. Then this energy asks you to turn them into your strengths, your powers, your creative energies of mergence with self as an active participant in life, in your own life as it is presented to you each day.

Be now assured that the energy is here to stay and support you, no matter what stage of evolutionary growth you are at. Your issues and your challenges are what are now necessary for your growth. But know that your participation in tackling your issues will be met on all sides with thoroughly supportive guidance, energy, and renewable energy for a long time to come.

You are not alone in your dilemmas. Your challenges need not be tackled in a vacuum of aloneness. Reach out and notice, My Dear Ones, that everyone else around you is in the same state of dazed awakening to the truths being presented. This is your new reality. I urge you all to participate by doing what is truthfully and honestly the right action necessary for your own growth.