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Chuck’s Place: Etiology of the Predator

Jan’s book, The Man in the Woods, gives us direct, unfiltered exposure to the collective shadow unleashed upon the innocence of a child. The atrocities of which she speaks are unthinkable, unbelievable, bloodcurdling and yet true. Evil without bounds is indeed an active potential within human nature. How can this be, and what can we do about it?

In her recent blog, Face the Shadow Self, Jan discusses the impact of allowing the truth to remain in the darkness. All that lives in the darkness is free to live and act without scrutiny, without awareness. The more that is pushed into the darkness the greater grows its power, the more distorted and evil it has the opportunity to become. As Jan’s book documents, there simply are no boundaries to the imagination and actions of evil unchecked and disowned by consciousness.

Sexual abuse is a pervasive reality and definite expression of evil actions emanating from the human shadow. What has caused sexuality to be split off and relegated to the darkness, where it has morphed into such grotesque and frightening proportions?

Today, I address not only this question, but I also ask my readers to face the true fact that sexuality is instinct. Instinct comes from our animal nature. We are animals, human animals.

The other day I saw a commercial for a small, safe trimmer to remove all body hair from ears, arms, back, nostrils, etc. to become beautiful, sensuous metro-sexual beings. No! We are animals with hair! If we cut it all off, we stuff the animal into the dark basement. In the basement the animal becomes an angry, ravenous beast, driven to extremes. Once unleashed, that beast will reek havoc upon the innocent.

Our resident predator

Human beings have evolved into beings grossly dissociated from their animal nature. Humans have become so attached to and identified with virtual reality that our animal nature has completely slipped into the shadow. On a collective level the human sexual shadow has turned rabid, a predator of mass proportion that seeks to ravage the innocent. A predatory animal of this proportion is a strictly human phenomenon. There is no other animal on earth that tortures and destroys like the human animal.

The daunting challenges of regulating and transforming the instinctive energies of the human animal were once presided over by the priests and shamans of antiquity. Through the practice of initiation rites the human animal instinct was valued, channeled, and transformed into individually fulfilling, relationally fulfilling, and socially supportive avenues that consolidated and preserved our species. In the modern world such initiation has become the provence of the religious institutions.

However, the modern world has increasingly distanced itself from the true animal nature of the human creature. Religious institutions have become such centers of rationality that they’ve lost the ability to value and preside over the transformation of the instinctive energy of the human animal. For the most part, religious rituals serve social and moral channels, but offer little toward meeting the human animal’s need for expression. Unfortunately, this has led to the de-animalization and over-technocratization of the human being, resulting in extreme alienation and dissociation from the instinctive natural self. Uninitiated instinct is left to its own devices to act out deviantly, at all stages of life, be it childhood, adolescence, adulthood, or old age.

The truth is that the problem lies not in the animal sexual instinct of the human species, for if this were the case the Catholic attempts to reign in and strictly regulate that instinct would have led to an evolutionary advance. To the contrary, recent history has brought out of the shadows the rampant sexual abuse of children by Catholic clergy, those most schooled in regulation of the sexual instinct.

The real problem lies not in the instinct itself, but in the human rejection of it. It’s the discomfort with and rejection of the instinct that leads to its repression in the shadows with evil consequences. If, on the contrary, sexuality is acknowledged and fully integrated into life—allowed to live consciously, in balanced relationship—its expression would find its way into the normalcy of life, passion and love fully entwined in the fullness of human life.

Having been relegated to the shadow self, instinct—our true animal nature—has been demonized rather than consciously and carefully tended to with awareness of its true need to be integrated and given expression. On a species level this disowned instinct creates an enormous collective shadow capable of committing evil without conscience, giving rise to predatory giants destructively compensating for the disowned animal core. Without conscience or regulation, instinct is free to operate unchecked in the darkness.

Such behavior has not only unleashed predatory behavior such as Jan writes about in her book, but it also has led to the refusal to even talk about it, which leaves society’s most innocent, our children, vulnerable. In our denial and refusal to accept the truth of our animal nature we are allowing children to suffer. Can we finally face the shadow we have created and deal with it, as Jan requests in her book? Can we, individually and collectively, responsibly speak out so that our children no longer suffer in silence, made the bearers of our shadow selves, made to carry the consequences of that which must not be spoken about for their entire lives? Can we face what we have truly done, by our denial of our true natures, to those who need our protection the most?

Who is staring out of the darkness?

Predators and their predatory acts must be fully outed and held accountable. All predators must be stopped and exposed. However, as a species, we are all responsible for acknowledging and integrating our animal selves. Spirit selves that forget they are also animal selves will become victims of their own disgruntled, rageful animal natures. The ultimate culprit in the etiology of the predator is perhaps the evolution of the human animal gone too far in one direction. We have so disowned and abandoned our animal selves that we’ve created huge predatory monsters that hide so well in the labyrinths of our denial that we can hardly believe they exist at all.

As a species this is where we find ourselves now. In our collective attitude of denial we have created monsters in our midsts, predatory beasts who roam and ravage, plunder and take, safe in the silent darkness of denial. The virtual, bionic fantasy that currently dominates the human race is, in fact, the jailer of the human animal that creates the minotaurs that roam in the maze of our collective shadow with free access to the innocent.

Most seriously,
Chuck

Jan’s Book Now in Paperback

If you’ve been waiting for the paperback version of Jan’s book it was recently loaded on Amazon. Not all details are completed but you can place an order. Here is the link to the paperback version: The Man in the Woods.

Keep in mind that it is an adult book, containing adult content. We’d also love it if you’d be so kind as to write a review on the Amazon page and let others know about the book. It is already benefiting many people who have been in the midst of recapitulating. Jan is very open and revealing. She doesn’t hold back in describing and exploring the struggles of her youthful self at a most vulnerable and painful time. It is, in actuality, a very universal story of the human struggle to survive and thrive, and even more than that.

Thanks for reading!

Chuck’s Place: Fear & The Un-Recapitulated Self

ENCOUNTER

We are roused to fear in the presence of real or imagined danger. Under the influence of fear our body mobilizes the energy to confront the danger or in some way find safe refuge. Fear gets triggered in different ways. In one instance, there may be actual danger in the environment. In another, fear may be generated through the machinations of the mind. Finally, fear can be triggered by the un-recapitulated self utilizing life circumstances to bring attention to the unknown self.

The energy made available by fear may be quite useful and lifesaving in the case of an actual threat. However, the activation of fear through the wanderings of the mind’s eye generating images and thoughts of danger in the absence of it can be quite draining and incapacitating. Many techniques of meditation and mind control can be helpful in reeling in this roaming mind that stirs up trouble where there is none. The ability to stay in the present moment, focused on the reality at hand can greatly diminish the unnecessary arousal of fear in reaction to imaginary thought.

However, there are also experiences where fear is activated by some trigger in the environment where there is not an actual threat, but the encounter is nonetheless deeply meaningful. These experiences are stirrings by the spirit geared to awakening the conscious mind to the unknown or un-recapitulated self.

As we go through our life journey we are confronted by many experiences that may threaten our ability to keep going, keep growing, and keep functioning. Those experiences that threaten our growing selves are often forgotten to our conscious selves, stored away in a dark corner or shadow of the self. Those experiences remain part of the truth of our life experience but become dissociated from our sense of who we are, and are not part of the life we believe ourselves to be in. This defensive action of our growing selves to push aside experiences that could hold us back is a necessary compromise to our growing selves.

If we are too sidelined by a traumatic experience we might find ourselves completely frozen out of the world we live in, unrelated and disconnected to life around us—a condition akin to schizophrenia or autism. These are conditions of stuckness, very hard, but not impossible to emerge from in this life.

On the other hand, the ability to keep growing, despite an inner fragmentation—that is, a disconnection from parts of the experience of life lived—allows the growing self to gather skills and knowledge of the world that may prove to be extremely valuable in eventually recovering the lost parts of the self whereby bringing them into wholeness with the known parts of the self. This is the process of recapitulation.

In the case of recapitulation, fear can be viewed as a barometer of the experiences of the lost or frozen self. Seen from this perspective, fear marks the trail to be traversed in recapitulation.

Essentially, triggers from recapitulation are the psyche’s use of the raw material in our daily lives as its own language to show us where we need to go. For instance, as Jan describes in her book, The Man in the Woods, simply seeing a stick on the ground was enough to trigger her into a painful recapitulation from childhood. Obviously, a stick on the ground is not an object to be feared. It’s just a stick on the ground. However, when the spirit of recapitulation is activated, nothing can be taken at face value. The psyche is intent on using any life circumstance ranging from a word, a smell, a taste, to an encounter, a pain—virtually anything to jostle awareness to awaken suppressed memory.

The mistake that is often made around recapitulation triggers is to apply rationality to eliminate the fear. Recapitulation triggers are completely rational if you understand their language, and that language is largely associative, not literal. Once the language of recapitulation is learned, the journey of recapitulation becomes clearer.

The skills of meditation and calming of the central nervous system are valuable and useful during recapitulation, however, it must be understood that to recapitulate a traumatic experience includes allowing oneself to enter into a most feared experience of unknown depth. Fear is part of the experience that must be recapitulated. It simply comes with the turf.

With practice, one becomes used to identifying the triggers and signs of recapitulation and more adept at handling the fear and facing the unknown. Of greatest value during recapitulation is the grounding that the present self can maintain, knowing that it is entering an altered state in a very real way. The experience is being relived and deeply re-experienced, but also observed by an awareness grounded in a time and a self separate from that experience. Of ultimate value is knowing that once the recapitulated material is fully known, it is no longer unknown—no longer a fear from an un-recapitulated self.

With affection,
Chuck

Chuck’s Place: Worlds Colliding

As we go into this weekend of remembering, recalling the 9/11 event that sent many people reeling into PTSD, I wish to point to the healing properties of the shamanic practice of recapitulation and the synchronicity of the publishing of Jan’s book, The Man in the Woods—The Recapitulation Diaries: Year One.

My entire professional career has been dominated by the treatment of PTSD. This was never a conscious choice on my part, it’s just the way it unfolded.

My entire spiritual life has been dominated by the shamanic work of Carlos Castaneda, from my teens to the present day.

When Carlos Castaneda and his cohorts—Carol Tiggs, Florinda Donner Grau and Taisha Abelar—faced the ending of their shamanic line, the enormity of the potential loss of the knowledge of the seers of Ancient Mexico weighed on them greatly. They chose to make that knowledge available to everyone in a new format called Tensegrity. Previously taught to only a chosen few with the right energetic configuration, tensegrity was suddenly launched, offering the ancient secrets to anyone wishing to learn them. In fact, Carlos said that previous to this moment he had been a documentor of the teachings of don Juan and the shamans of Ancient Mexico, but now he was faced with having to make a crucial decision regarding their very existence. Could he face the fact that he was the end of the line and what he had learned would be lost? Anthropologist that he was, he just could not fathom taking this ancient knowledge to his grave.

Jeanne and I entered the world of tensegrity nearly at its inception and fully immersed ourselves in its teachings and practices. Jeanne was determined to heal from breast cancer and remain in this world through its practices and we were both determined to reach our energy bodies, to meet each other in our energetic states beyond this world.

By May of 2001, worlds collided: Jeanne was nearing the end of her time in this world, Jeanne and I were facing the end of our worldly relationship—the knowledge of the ancient seers coursing through our veins—and then I encountered Jan, who was ending a marriage and opening the door to facing lifelong PTSD. Indeed, Jan’s final trigger to fully recapitulating was the traumatic event that happened on 9/11! This event too was many worlds colliding. And now, with the publication of her book, The Man in the Woods, I am freed to speak more openly about the collision of those personal worlds.

Carlos was deeply concerned that the knowledge of his shamanic line not be lost to the world. Tensegrity opened the door to that knowledge, but what direction would it take? And where would it be helpful? In spite of these and other questions, the greater intent was that tensegrity and the ancient knowledge find its way into the modern world. By teaching it to as many people as possible, Carlos and his cohorts intended that it would find its way and that its usefulness would become both readily available and readily apparent.

When I met Jan, I was completely saturated by the shaman’s world and saw the value of using the tools I had amassed in that world to help her. Jan had encountered what the shaman’s would call a petty tyrant of astronomical proportions in her earliest childhood. That tyrant dominated her existence into early adulthood. The encounters with him led to a defensive psychic fragmentation resulting in lost memory and an extremely defended life.

The shaman’s world uses experiences with this kind of tyrant to the advantage of honing warrior skills. A very negative, debilitating experience is turned on its ear, into a positive opportunity. This reframing of PTSD is sorely lacking in the clinical field, which relegates sufferers to the category of survivor, saddled with triggers for life.

Furthermore, the shaman’s world provides the tool of recapitulation; essentially, the tool necessary to completely retrieve one’s lost soul. With recapitulation, an individual fully relives the shamanic journey of their life, retrieving all energy lost during life’s challenges and releasing the internalized energy of others that has held one’s resources in check.

For Jan, recapitulation became the tool to fully discover the truth of her childhood journeys, when she was taken into dark, horrific worlds by a sadistic, calculated, predatory tyrant. The consequences of her successful recapitulation were the retrieval of her innocent self and the expulsion of the predatory tyrant’s grip.

As Jan took her recapitulation journey, Jeanne, who had left this world in December of 2001, returned in her energy body to guide and support Jan through that journey. Today, and for several years now, Jan has received guidance from Jeanne for all of humanity, which she passes along in weekly channeled messages.

As a result of Jan’s shamanic practice, she fully healed from PTSD and truly honed her shamanic warrior skills. Her book is a testimony to turning the limitations of PTSD on its ear, turning it into an evolutionary opportunity of magical proportions.

The collision of worlds—the shamans, Jeanne, myself, and Jan—has resulted in one valuable transmission of the intent of Carlos and his lineage that the knowledge of the seers of Ancient Mexico make its way into the modern world, in this case offering the opportunity to fully heal from PTSD. And, beyond that, to evolve the human potential in new directions.

Thank you, Jan, for so boldly publishing your story, a complete documentation of new possibility.

Love,
Chuck

Here is the link to the amazon page where free apps are available for download so you can read the ebook: The Man in the Woods—The Recapitulation Diaries: Year One. Also note that the print version is being prepared and should be uploaded next week.

Chuck’s Place: The Magic in You

Carlos Castaneda looked out at us and said: “Suspend judgment and see what happens.” That was in July of 1996 in Los Angeles. Fifteen years later, I can report that through suspending judgment a world of magic has revealed itself to me.

I am no longer restricted by the conclusions of the rational mind to interpret life and make decisions. I comfortably see that all things are interconnected and that guidance for my next move might equally come from a flip of the coin, from a song in my head or a pain in my body, or who I next encounter.

Suspend Judgment...

As I wrote this last sentence, a call came in from someone flabbergasted by a dream that literally sent them flying out of the dream into a bedpost. I see, in this synchronistic event, spirit affirming my intent in this blog to validate the magic and action of its intent. This is how I read energy, this is how I track spirit. My point here is that I let my life be guided by these occurrences; rationality is simply no longer comprehensive enough to reveal the full truth of the world.

This orientation may be my advantage as a therapist. Though I respect convention and state-of-the-knowledge, I find them way too limiting in their tools of healing. I find spirit’s guidance the true winning ticket.

I know that everyone who sits before me is guided by their spirit. I totally trust that. In fact, I am certain that spirit has had them encounter me at this time because I welcome spirit and validate its guidance. Much of what I do is help those who consult with me to recognize and appreciate the action and intent of their spirit for their own healing.

To arrive at this place we must first clear the debris of judgments that blur or misrepresent the facts in life. My flying dreamer questioned their sanity and wondered about the need for a psychopharmacological assessment. I helped them experience the awe of their spirit’s literal knock to awaken to change.

All that stands between you and the magic in you is the cloak of judgment sealing off the treasure within.

Suspend judgment, welcome the magic!

Knock-Knock!
Chuck