A warrior learns to read energy and is aware of the self at all times, in all situations. A warrior knows when to step in to something and when it is time to slip out, when to go inward and when to go outward. A warrior is always aware of what is going on inside the self but equally aware of what is going on outside the self, and so a warrior learns to navigate both inner and outer life to advantage, staying in balance, taking into consideration all that has been learned, using it to not only advance but to continually learn something new. For a warrior knows that to always be a student of life has far more value than being a master of no usefulness over others. In the end, a warrior knows that mastery comes from within, in constantly seeking new life and new knowledge, utilizing a hungry student attitude for mastery of self.
Chuck’s Place: Face, Feel, Absorb
– Photo by Jan Ketchel
After the death of Alyce, his wife of fifty-some years, Elmer Green set about a recapitulation journey, revisiting many of the actual places they had journeyed to in their life together. He called this journey “encountering his Nostalgias,” a process of reliving previous experiences that he now fully faced, fully felt, and fully absorbed in energetic essence. As he neutralized each nostalgia in the process, putting it to rest, restoring the various landscapes of prior experience to their objective, present reality, he reclaimed the fullness of his energy in the process.
In fact, when invited to give a lecture in Philadelphia at Temple University, he refused the offer of a plane ticket and instead insisted on driving the distance from his home in Kansas in order to experience the nostalgias connected with a trip he and Alyce had taken along the same route in 1971.
“I don’t want to short-change those memories by…flying overhead,” he wrote in The Ozawkie Book of the Dead. As he explained further: “…I searched for and interrogated, and absorbed, nostalgias. Thus freeing Alyce from personality bonds and weight from me, and freeing me to live in the present rather than in the past.”
The shamanic practice of recapitulation does not require that one revisit the actual landscapes of one’s life experiences, as they are all deeply impressed in the subconscious landscape and body self anyway and can be accessed through shifting one’s focus to the details of those prior life experiences within, accompanied by the side-to-side sweeping breath of recapitulation. Nonetheless, as Elmer discovered, there is great value in returning to actual settings. The triggers of nostalgias brought on by travel provide an immediate opportunity to shift into a recapitulation, to relive and retrieve the golden energy entwined and ensnared in places and experiences of the past.
The emphasis on a willingness to FACE—to allow the self to open to the fullness of emotionally charged experience—is the first challenge. The adult self must take charge, exercise its volition and willingness to be fully present to what it might encounter as it takes the journey with its younger self.
– Photo by Jan Ketchel
The journey into memory requires the fullness of FEELING—this is what distinguishes recapitulation from mere memory recall. Reliving means fully feeling the emotional energy stored in and attached to a nostalgia or memory, pleasant or traumatic.
Interestingly, nostalgic and traumatic memory can be equally potent in emotional charge, and equally split off and protected from conscious realization as well. It’s the intensity of the energies contained in the nostalgias and memories that we are protected from, until the adult self achieves the grounding and willingness to face and feel those emotional intensities. They are transmuted in recapitulation, disentangled from the persons and places of the past as they are relived.
In shamanic terms, this disentangled energy is freed to come home to the self, as Elmer points out, while also freeing others from being entangled with it as well. And in Kundalini terms, it is freed to rise to the higher chakras. It is cleansed, smoothed over, through the taming of the energies in the recapitulation process.
As the adult self withstands the impact of reliving past experiences, a light is shown upon the objective truth of those experiences. This includes a fuller view of who the players truly were in the experience, as the archetypal energies and dramas fall away, and only the truth remains.
The confusions, beliefs, and incomplete processing of a prior experience is finally allowed to be fully digested as the defensive casings fall away. What emerges is a factual knowing of the full experience, now devoid of emotional/energetic charge.
ABSORPTION is the next phase of the journey. Perhaps a child self, a child’s innocence, is finally freed to join the personality and enjoy its rightful place in the life of the personality.
Perhaps a nostalgic experience with a loved one, long held at bay because of withheld emotions of sadness connected with loss, will finally be allowed to be absorbed as ethereal love, which sends one deeper into a Cosmic journey. Fully absorbing the intimacy of a prior love frees one to go deeper into love, in this life and beyond.
– Photo by Jan Ketchel
In either case, the energy once trapped in an experience is returned to the self in a living, unified way, as an outer experience becomes a neutral fact laid to rest, no longer an attachment that binds one’s energy to this world or to another being.
To Face, Feel, and Absorb all our nostalgias and traumas is to find the wholeness that will allow us to take our next journey in infinity, beyond our prolonged reincarnation journeys on this magnificent planet Earth. We are then ready to launch into new experiences and adventures in infinity, fully imbued with and capable of giving the deepest love.
Chuck
Soulbyte for Wednesday May 20, 2015
To change the mind is to begin to have an open mind and an open mind will soon lead to other openings. To allow new ideas in opens the door to new life, for once there is an opening it will naturally seek to be filled. In continual openings there is continual new life, new energy, and new possibilities. Do not be afraid of change or that which is new. It may be just the thing to lead you out of the darkness and into the light, and the light of new mind and new life is good. Change is good.
Soulbyte for Tuesday May 19, 2015
There are many factors involved in a process of change. Sometimes there is fear. There may be resistance. And there may be downright reluctance. The High Self may use a number of tactics to instigate movement in a new direction, including incessant repetitive behaviors. So when you ask: why do I keep doing the things I do when I know they are not good for me? know that you are not alone. There is Spirit behind you, accompanying you every step of the way, keeping you under its thumb, waiting for you to yell “UNCLE!”
Getting tired of that game? Getting fed up with the self and the road your High Self has taken you on? You might surprise your High Self by deciding you’ve had enough and, before things get to a point of crisis, before you are forced to change, jump into a new groove. That might be all it takes to set life spinning in a new direction that is beneficial and good, not only for you, physically, mentally and emotionally, but for your spirit and your High Self too. And then you will get to see what your High Self has in store for you next. It might not be what you expect!
Message for Humanity from Jeanne: Dream On!
– Photo by Jan Ketchel
Here is the channeled audio message for the week, a good practice to begin taking a deeper look at the self. Happy dreaming!
Note that there is a bit of a long pause partway into the channeling, but not to worry, it does pick up again! This is a natural occurrence, as sometimes the words and visual symbols I encounter are not quite ready to be deciphered!